‘With doing war work, I started also worrying about whether the things I was making… would come down on my parents because I know some of them were a part that screwed onto the back of a bomb.’
Max also decided to join the war effort. He first volunteered to join the Pioneer Corps, then the Royal Norfolk Regiment and finally the Airborne Division.
The war years were difficult for Celia. She had to reconcile her German nationality with wanting to help Britain.
‘It was really rather peculiar, you were torn in several directions and my nerves really got rather bad.’
Celia stayed in touch with her parents in Germany. She last heard from her father in 1941. After the war she found out he had been deported to Minsk and murdered.
Celia’s mother survived and Celia visited her often in Germany after the war. But she never considered returning permanently. She married Ken, had two children and produced a book of poetry.
Celia does not feel that her relationship with her mother ever recovered from the years they spent apart.
‘I never thought of going back, I mean, I went to see my mother but I use to look at people in the street and wonder what they’d done, I was quite paranoid, you couldn’t trust anybody.’
Celia feels the founding of Israel was important for Jews and she has visited several times.
‘I really think that [Jewish] people needed that…to have nothing, never to belong, you’re always going to be a scapegoat for somebody.’